Friday, September 21, 2012
5 Minute Friday. Wide.
Yup. So. It's 5 Minute Friday..... The Prompt is "Wide".... Here We Go....
I think I'm so often frozen by the gulf that is 'I'm so far from where I thought I would be by now'. I'm no where even close. I'm divorced. I have a kid. No job. I live with my parents & my grandmother. And I never thought that would be me.
But. I wonder what's keeping me from writing the words I want to write. Following the dreams that are bubbling up within me. That gulf of fear. Oh, she's wide. Wondering what others will think. I freeze at the thought of the disaproval of some people. (I wish I could be less of that person.)
I know that God has me. I know.
And I have been blessed beyond my thoughts- my son. Is Amazing. And. I have a relationship with a really wonderful man. (I could write for an hour or 2 about those 2.) And a family that does love me.
Perhaps the next step is to just take it. Go for it. Maybe I should just jump.